Worried.

Hi.

Was preparing for sch this morning and found out that my mom's right eyes was like so damn red.

At first, I thought its just only like she go and rub it cause its itchy and blablabla.

And then, i keep on look into her eyes and get her tissue and etc to wipe off the dirty tears.

Cause I believe that those dirty tears come along with those germs thats inside on the eyes and then like after awhile it will be okay.

While I was on the journey to school. I was thinking of sms my mother to see if she is alright.

But I'm so unfilial la ! I actually forget to sms her ! Furthermore, I was thinking that she might be already okay ! So I didnt care much.

Went to botanic garden with eudora and zura because teacher let us off early ! WHY ?

Cause some people occupy our classroom and I DONT LIKE IT AND I AM V UNHAPPY ABT IT!!! >:[ because, its somehow like my personal comp and my portfolio; that big big file is on my table too ! I dont like people to touch or see my stuff !

Bla whatever, so its like suddenly tell us got people wanna use our classroom -.-

Nevermind la ! Then we proceed to the classroom located at first floor and inside there got this "not so good smell" lols ! Then zura spray her Victoria Secret Perfume and once ming hui went into the classroom, he sneeze all the way, hahaha !

Didnt do much stuff and cause the comp have got no Maya and runs so slow ... Teacher intend to release us earlier 2.30pm :D I was so happy and keep asking if they would like to go to labrador park. But I dont know why eudora say wanna go botanic garden !

Here we go to botanic garden ~~! Walk here and there(the place there is like so relaxing ! Plus a family of 3. hahaha parents and the small little baby girl. The mother blowing the bubble and the baby was catching the bubble. Meanwhile the daddy trying to like look after the baby cos he scare she will fall down. Everyone of them dress in white colour and yup. Its a v beautiful scene that I've seen and also its on a piece of big big space green land with trees around) and then after that we went home. The funny thing is, Zura dont know how to ! So we accompany her walk here and there to look for bus ! hehehe.

I went to bathe after I reach home and then mom got back home and her eyes isnt okay yet.

Later on at night, mom went to consult doctor and its red eye disease, doctor say that, its best dont look at the eyes and also it will spread to other people ! I was thinking to cook morning breakfast for my mom before I go to school !

Anyway, lets talk abt my feeling right now.

Even though I said that I wanna give up on ABC but my body is giving up. Not my heart.

Cause whenever he is around, my heart beat so fast ! Maybe it takes time to give up...

So yeah ! Slowly slowly !

On the other side ! Its like that day I went out reduce stress with my fellow junior and yup.

I didnt even see her mentioning how happy she is when she is with me !

Then today, I saw her posting saying that, she is very happy to go out with some guy and thanks for everything and blablabla ! Why girls always so bias one ? I mean, you go out with the guy you like, come home post abt how happy you are. Yes for me, I am sure I will do it too ! But of course I will like post how happy I am with my girls too. I mean its like, you not happy with me ? Or what ? Or is it cause I didnt go shopping with you cos I dont really like shopping and prefer sight seeing instead ? This really makes me v upset ! Why girls always like so happy when they are with guys ?!?!?! I really dont understand !!! O.O !!! This makes me remind of those time when my best friend lie to me again and again cause of the guy she likes.

To girls, guys always come first one !!! GRRR I AM PISSED ALREADY NOW !!!!

And LASTLY !!! I have something to share !

This picture above like so true ! We will always neglect the one who actually love us the most !

BYE I WANNA SLEEP MY EYES V ITCHY AND PAIN NOW !!!! :P