Early in the morning. I wanna do my work. but keep on dont have internet connection...
Trying to fix, but nothing happen. So went out to have breakfast and lunch got back home fixed again. Nothing happen. Plus I totally give up. I dont know what is wrong with my internet.
So, watch TV, fall asleep and wake up watch TV again or else I will keep on practising the song on my mini piano apps. hais. Got v worried and keep thinking abt what I should do. Cos I seriously need internet connection so that I can do my work...
And I already plan what to do for today already. HAIS !!!! T.T GRRRRRR
Then I go check my internet again and its not working !!! T.T !!! Later on, I found out that, my brother actually blocked my internet connection !!! >:( No choice. So I used hand draw on paper first..
Today was like so slack la !!! >:( hais. And my brother unblocked my internet after he finish playing his blackshot. He finish playing, he went kitchen find food and eat. While I go back to my room to do my work and cos I was listening to music, didnt notice that mom press the doorbell. Later on, my brother got scolded cos after he eat finish, he sleep on that relaxing chair and never open the door for her.
After awhile, I went to the kitchen, cos my mom wanna have the chilli sauce, so I gave her mine. I want to eat without the bowl, then she nag me !!! Sometimes I dont understand why mom doesnt really care abt me/ doesnt feel the love/doesnt know what I have done for her and yet still showing concern for my brother, play with him, listen to his problems and etc etc. And my brother just dont cherish or appreciate it ! And didnt even show concern for mom, keep on rebel !!! I love my mom so much, why cant she see/feel it ? hais !
And, I dont understand why some girls keep on like secretly compare me with themselves.
I know I very ugly la, why do you have to compare me and you together ? Trying to make yourself feel better is it ? O.o ... Then later, you pple have got boyfriend already, over there show off to me. One more thing, if you think the photo that you post on fb is ugly. why the hell you like your own photo ? AND WHY THE HELL YOU POST IT IN THE FIRST PLACE ? O.O
Girls are just contradicting.
When it comes to relationship, boyfriend first. End up neglect all the friends around her. Yup, happen to me again. So today, I actually bring out my courage to ask her >>>"you forget about our girly date ? Dont you ? I was waiting for your reply on thrusday. "
She never reply me O.O While when I go to her twitter account. She was preparing to meet her boyfriend (putting make up...) other than the other tweets. She was like showing off that she got boyfriend. And the funny thing is that her relative doesnt allow her to have rls. Cos in sec sch, she always kena bully and always feel lack of love. Once got boy like her, she will say yes without any consideration. Dying of sweetness and stuff. She told me that she IS NOT GOING to spread that she got bf and stuff. But she still post stuff she shouldnt post. Told pple stuff that she shouldnt tell. Girls just got no brain especially those immature one.
Another thing is, I dont like people to listen just for the sake of listening, care just for the sake of caring. I dont want it to make it like its the responsibility. And you must do it. NO ! I dont want.
Its like so fake la. And it will hurt me also. Sometimes, I care too much abt pple who doesnt care abt me and that makes me feel sad. Same goes to people who took me for granted. Dont cherish whatever I did/dont appreciate me. I should really stop it now. Or else I will die of sadness...
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