Tiring.

Hi, I' v tired now. hahaha.

Today's captain ball was cool. hahaha. we won :P

And those tall people bully me. They say that I short, so I cannot catch the ball. And they even plan to throw the ball even higher, so that they can catch it among themselves and I wouldnt have a chance to catch it -.-

Anyways... I stay in school doing my work till around 7.30pm and took bus home with Eudora.

Reach home at around 9pm and went eat my dinner straight away...

Today, didnt do much work because I was busy going around helping people with rendering their maya. hahaha...

At last, I finally have my own time and I edit again hahaha. Adjust the lighting again and then I render it in HD and tadah. Everything seems to be okay. hahaha. I will upload to facebook :P

hais. I dont know if I should sleep or not. because my brother is shouting and screaming away while playing blackshot. And keep scolding people. I went to his room and he play like wanna kill me like that. And now 12.39am, how u expect people to concentrate on blackshot ! Everyone is tired already. therefore cannot play well. then when cannot concentrate, you lost patient and scold and shout and become insane. I wanna sleep already leh. I am not like you go attachment, come home eat sleep play. I everyday have to travel so far to school. somemore this one is my second year of travelling so far. you only 4 months need to travel so far only you complain. Did i ever complain or not.

WAPIANG !!!! X.X tmr I will become panda already. zzzz.

Anyway. there is this song can describe how I feel now.

here it goes...

Without Words - You're Beautiful - Park Shin Hye

LYRICS (not a direct translation):

I should've just looked away
I should've just ignored it
Like something I couldn't see
LIke something so beneath me
Why did I look at you at all

I should've just ran away
I should've acted like I
Couldn't hear you at all
I wish that I could silence
That voice thats calling out to me

Without a word, you showed me what its like
To feel so alone, then suddenly inside
A feeling overcomes
That I cannot control
I can't escape what i've become

Without a word, this blessing they call love
Turns into a dreaded painful curse
You left me standing here
Threw me away
What can I say? There are no words
You left me without words

Its not been long since then and
I've start a new beginning
But then I seee your face
So close but so far away
My heart it went back again

Without a word, goodbye finds my way
It finds me and it laughs right in my face
The game is set and done
And neither of us won
But I'm the only one in pain

Without a word, you took me by surprise
Without a word, everything 'round us changed
It'll never be the same
O oh no~
My mouth is closed there are no words

Without a word, you took me by surprise
Without a word, everything 'round us changed

Without a word, you showed me what its like
To feel so alone, then suddenly inside
A feeling overcomes
That I cannot control
I can't escape what I've become

Without a word, this blessing they call love
Turns into a dreaded painful curse
You left me standing here
Threw me away
What can I say? There are no words
You left me without words

I should've just ran away
I should've acted like I
Couldn't hear you at all
I wish that I could silence
That voice thats calling out to me

Enjoy.

I WANNA SLEEP !!!!!