After this post, I really wish that I can fully let go. I dont want to hope. So that it wont lead me to disappointment ! Plus I guess I slim down cos lack of sleep, lost of appetite and a lot more.
Oh yeah, I would want to say Sorry for lacking of post. And I actually went to check the " no. of stalkers" before I came to type this. hahaha, to my surprise, it just went uppppppp ! Like so much ! hahaha. Guess someone keep on refresh and thats why it went up up up and up ! LOLS.
Anyway... Lets start from the time when... Its a saturday... which I actually went down to NYP the third time to show my portfolio review... as mention on the past Thursday post.
From there, I actually spend my time, like so much time on deciding how am I gonna present my portfolio ? To use the lappy ? I dont have lappy. Use thumb-drive ? What if they dont have lappy ? What if they have and something goes wrong ? Its like a lot of stuff cross my mind until monday like around morning, I tell myself that, nvm, I will render out my maya work again in high resolution and scan my work again and do not edit the contrast. Just the ordinary work and realign those stuff and etc. Then if have time, I will maybe do a webpage to put my portfolio ?
Yup, so I gave a call to teacher and he actually open the lab earlier specially for me ! Rush down to school lols. And the porridge that dad cook for me, I took only a few mouth... :( I dont feel hungry at all. All I know is that, my mind was all abt portfolio and interviews. Nothing else.
At night, dad accompany me to go to another shop to print all my stuff. Then when reached home, I did my description and printed it out. The best part is, everybody was with me in the living room... Watch me doing my stuff... Mom help me do the cutting for description cos I am bad at cutting :( While dad and brother crack jokes and cheer me up. Cause, on monday, i received another call from NYP that i got selected to go for the interview under animation course. I told them that I actually straight away reject the interview... after my classmate actually scolded me for being silly... I called back and said that I would try for the interview... Then I actually leave a deep BAD impression for that guy and he even remembered my name.
My family members and classmates told me that, its good to give it a try... But then, I am seriously v tired... :( Anyways... I pasted my work on the A3 size paper and arrange it from the best to the worse and in different categories... :P
The next day, which was Tuesday...
I wake up at 6am. hahaha, actually I didnt really sleep cause I cant sleep and yup...
I feel energetic and went down to Yio Chu Kang MRT station, I reach there like around 7am plus. I waited for HS HL and Eudora... for v longggggggggggg, I swear. I dont know why whenever I meet pple to go NYP together, I have to wait for them so longggggggggggggggggg at the MRT station. Long as in more than one hour. =.= Imagine I have to stand there everyday during the open house period plus the interview sessions...
Kay, so Eudora was stuck in the traffic jam and she wanted me to wait for her, which was that she will actually going to be late for the interview... Meanwhile, HS and HL were together stuck in the train, which they are fine after I told them that I will wait for them at lvl 5. Cos Soo ping gonna bring me around... So, I left first without Eudora and Soo ping said that, you cant wait for pple who are late, this will drag you down... Yup I totally agree ! I cant believe that Eudora who was the one who told us to be there at 8.15am and do not be late. Yet she herself late -.-
Was at level 5 with Soo ping and saw her animation teacher... And she told him that, I am going for the animation course interview on thursday... he asked me whats my name. I said I am YeJia. He said .. OH I rmb you, I am the one who called you ytd ! I was like OH hahahaha !!!
-.- First impression gone case. HS HL was there... we went into the room together and didnt wait for Eudora cos its already 9am... -.- Did the aptitude test ... Then Eudora came...
I dislike her cause...
1. She put her portfolio against the chair I am sitting on. -.- I have difficulties to move.
2. She put her colour pencil cover on top of my portfolio. -.-
3. She keep on peeking on what I am drawing. ITS A TEST YOU KNOW OR NOT.
Yeah... -.- I keep on covering my work as much as I can...
Throughout the test, I dont feel good cos of her and the other guy who keep on looking at me while I was doing the test.
I am the first one who went for the interview and I tried to be friendly and talked to them.
I showcase my work ...I might not good in explaining and expressing the feeling that I put into my work... I still try my best until something happen... I lost my voice during the interview...
I cant speak and I keep on ahem ahem ahem until my voice come back and I said sorry to them
They keep on laughing and said its okay.
Next, they asked me a lot of personal life question... yup... After that, they told me to take a seat outside and wait for the result if I will be able to get into second round interview and YES I GOT IN ! :D Sadly, HS and HL didnt make it. Eudora didnt make it too... But, she dont want to give up. I was thinking to help her tell the lady to give her another chance... That lady said, her project which is the portfolio, didnt do well. Anyways, i did help her to ask the lady to give her another chance... She keep on waiting and waiting ... waiting for 2pm to come which is the second round interview...
Meanwhile... her friend called her and she told her friend that she didnt pass the first round... then she told her friend that I pass the first round cos of my aptitude test ! WTFFFFFFFFFF
So are you trying to say that, I fail my portfolio part ?!?!?!!?! I put so much hard work in, I keep on asking pple and do portfolio review and many many more...
While waiting, chatted with the rest of the student who were waiting for their turn as well.
They were all v good ! hahaha confidence lvl 0% . I told myself that, its okay if I dont get into the course at least I learn a lot of stuff ! hahaha. Eudora and I keep on waiting... I am the second last !(5.30pm its my turn, FINALLY) LOLS. Yup... The director asked a lot of personal life qns which was v hard to express myself. I just said whatever i think of and really wish to do it. I answer the way like "my family comes first" Another thing is, the director said that I am v honest. He said that I am the only one who wrote the the v lonngggggg answer... lols... idk if its good or bad though... In the end, he asked me to wait for call...
Went home and rest abit... start to plan on what to do on the interview which is the coming thursday... On wednesday, I did a few drawings and paste everything and arrange properly...
I didnt bring my sketch book cos I dont think they need it cos they always said, bring the best work.. But, I was wrong... during the interview... the animation teacher who called me the other day said that It shows that I am not interested in this course if I dont bring my sketch book.
Other then that, they keep saying my work nice nice nice... Btw, for the aptitude test.
Test us on drawing ! The last one, 30mins, have to draw something/someone which is around us. lols. The other test, was given 6 same shapes, have to use our creativity and imagination to draw. But I draw the same thing and give a storyline... :( which I think they cant accept it... :(
Anyway, back to the interview, they ask me personal life again and then... they ask me to go back cos I actually being honest with them that I am interested in interior design, which is my first choice. They said that I met the director before, so dont have to do it again...
So, at this time, I actually cry after I get out of the room and then my mom smsed me and asked me how was it. I couldnt think properly and I said fail. She say its okay, cos there's always another chance... I cried even harder. hahaha, Jasmine over there comfort me LOLS. And I am v happy that everything ended that I can concentrate on my FYP and GPK. Plus happy for jasmine too.
But unhappy cos, jasmine keep on comparing with me between receiving the call and receiving letter... like wth ? compare... hais.... Oh yeah, plus, Eudora, keep on spamming msg and ask me how was the interview... I feel v frustrated ! I dont like it ! You wanna ask, ask at certain timing, at night or late afternoon, but not the time when I was doing aptitude test, till the time i was waiting for my turn to go in...keep on asking the same thing again and again. And If I never reply, she will call me ! V irritating leh ! -,- From then, she keep on want me to accompany her and she keep on follow me and wanna talk to me. I dont want !!! I start to dislike her; making use of me, hurting me, insult my work. Now I dislike her even more cos, we have a assignment, which need to use tablet to draw in photoshop. She doesnt know how to draw, she took Hui Ju's sketch, scan into photoshop and trace it out, add merely a thing or two and submit the work !
ITS SO UNFAIR !!!! Then the marks she take la ? Keep on saying dont know how to draw, but dont even want to give it a try, you are an art student you know !!! Dont you feel shame of yourself that you dont know how to draw ? Just by keep on saying dont know dont know, will magically know how to draw ? No wonder the director wanna test your drawing on the spot !
Everyday draw will kill you is it ? Yes, I dont draw everyday but each time I draw, I will draw a few sketches in one day and I put my heart in it ! I pour in my feeling ! Did you ? Still dare to insult my work. You want pple to accompany you, then pple want you accompany, keep saying no. BITCH U CAN JUST FUCK OFF !
Sorry abt the ranting, I was out of control and... hais ! I'm being blinded... to have such a friend. Guess I wont want to have this friend.
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