Its the first day of new year and to me, I guess its great :D
Cos I saw my ex crush again this morning and I actually realised that he's been looking at me all the while in NTUC LOLS. I was like O.O !!! GRRR he saw the unglam me !!!
Why unglam ? Cos my mom, brother and i were choosing the ambi pur air fresher thingy...
I was taking a lot of flavour and was sniffing, choosing and making comment to each and every flavour.(of course a friendly comment) and was smiling away and my brother was over there disturbing me at the same time. And I have to fight back while smiling and laughing like crazy.
Smelling the air fresher thingy like some kiasu auntie !
okay nvm, so lets talk abt crush.. hehe erm, I wanna like talk abt it cos if i were to tell you guys my daily life, what i do and etc, it will be v boring right ? ^___^
So... First of all, whats crush ? O.O
Answer : Don't know the guy/girl that much but u are physically and emotionaly attracted
HAHAHA actually I get this answer, from the link there : http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index?qid=20100813110201AAgVRTi
hehe, hope this will help you guys have a better understanding of what is the meaning of CRUSH ! :D
Anyways, to some people, for example me, yeah, I have crush when in primary school. wahaha
Of course like around pri 4 which i am around like... 10 years old ? hahaha. My first crush, a malay guy from my class and I crush on him till like primary 6 and then no more ! LOLS.
At that time, I keep on have this thinking of, does he like me ? And etc. You guys know, that kind of silly thoughts that some crazy young girls' having. hahahaha.
As i grew older, sec one, 13, I had a crush on a chinese guy this time round ! hahaha.
And... he is not from my class. hahaha. This is the story ! (its true okay, I am not lying... lols)
Cos i got bullied in class and there is this girl who actually doesnt allow anyone to make friends with me or ruin my friendship or whatsoever and spread rumours abt me which is not true... and so on.
That every recess time, i would go to a quiet place which have benches around. I would sit down there and do revision and read books. Also, there is water cooler there.
This guy whom I crush on actually go to that water cooler everyday without fail, he and his friend will walk passed the benches and look at me ... so I will look at him and then after a long time, that feeling comes and my heart will start to beat v fast. It continues till when I in like mid sec 2. Until... I realise that he is like kinda not a good man or whatsoever that makes that feeling stop.
LOLS
So basically, I didnt crush on anyone after that and until I was sec 4-sec5 I crush on this guy...
(the one which i talk abt who look at me in NTUC today... lols...)
Okay so erm.... yeah I crush on this guy ! I just unknowingly crush on him LOLS. Its like when you crush on someone, you do not need to have any reason at all, just like how you love someone. LOLS its all abt feelings ~ hahahaha !!!!
Actually before this guy went to the same sec sch as me.. I saw him before a lot of times, when I was young till now. hahaha. I saw him playing soccer since young, saw him here and there and everywhere hahaha. Which is now also the same. Until when I was in sec 5, my best friend were in the same class as him, HIS ACADEMIC WERE DAMN GOOD. Rumours saying that he was the top in his primary school. Then O level prelim, he score like A1 straight, when nobody expect that he will ace. Pple were calling him black horse. And thanks to my best friend and I get to like know some information abt him and would share with me... hahahaha. I know that, he would look at me everytime... I can assure that his mind was thinking, why do I keep seeing this girl ?!?!
Yeah, I also thinking, why do I keep seeing you ?!?!? LOLS. Kay la, no choice, we just stay like one block away and we are from the same sch, we like to accompany our parents to the market. We like to look at each other and then one day... my best friend actually let me see his profile... i mean facebook profile... then tadah... he likes a link saying " I will see this person everytime but I dont know whats his/her name" LOLS. If i never remember wrongly, its something like that....
lols... so funny. And during O level period, I see him many times, cos both of us were late for sch, like almost everyday. lols. One more thing, he always walk behind me without fail !!! lols... good old times... :D
So after graduate, i actually got no more crush on him, but still whenever I saw him, my heart still beat like a bit faster than normal ? lols. haha so yeah.. I can say that... hmmm... he is someone who leaves a deep impression ? LOLS. because I still get to see him if I am lucky and we live near each other. okay so yeah... I did crush on other people like ABC. hahaha. but it last like only a few weeks cos I seriously like no interest in guys whom is in my class... i think or maybe cos I am deeply hurt that I dont want to get hurt again or cannot be bothered... lols.
Haha, meanwhile, i would think, is there anybody will crush on me ? LOLS.
I think I stop here ba ! :D And... just wanna share what I did today :D
Morning went to market to buy groceries and thats when I saw him, he look at me and I look at him and yeah... lols. I keep on hiding so he cant see me, like so paiseh !!!
I sleep a lot cos, its like around 1pm plus, its really A MUST for me to take a nap, every single day. LOLS. if sch reopen, I will be gg.com . In the late afternoon, my mom and I actually went to G market to shop for clothes, for Chinese New Year. And my mom keep help me measure my body length size and etc. lols and see whether the clothes/dress can fit me well or not...
so.. end up I bought this dress with my mom beside me watching me and assist me making the payment...
Lets talk a look at the dress now ^___^
Plus click the link and see if u bother to do so. (i dont think anyone bothers lols)
hahaha so yeah, at night went market again and bought bubble tea LOLS. cos my mom wanna drink it and I seriously need to end here cos I wanna bathe and sleep.
Got to wake up early morning tmr to go market and then will be a long day, meeting aunt and etc to chiong for Chinese New Year Goodies :D hahaha.
BYEEE :D
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