Family.
My parents keep on quarrelling. Everytime the one who started it will be my dad. Showing black face and anyhow scold pple/throw stuff and many more. That my mom couldnt take it and then quarrel...
My mom keep on working... this saturday she working... next week she gonna work again... including sunday... its not that I dont like her working but its like... is there a need to be so rush ? Rushing for money ? Then no time for us... Money or kinship is more important...?
Feel so... sad or... unlove ?
Today, went down to JP after school. I reached there, faster buy my shoe first. Then spend like 3 hours plus to shop for mom's shoe that I dont have to buy any of my stuff already. I find it v irritating cos I like to do my things according to my plan. Plus, she didnt even tell me that she wanna buy shoe... her feet hard to buy shoe plus she is damn fussy later too high, later the design later not nice... a lot of problem.... and... my mom doesnt allow me to wear high heel... hais.... JUST FOR ONCE I WANNA DOLL MYSELF UP WHY IS IT SO DIFFICULT...
Friends.
I dont know why I still talk to Eudora... plus she is crazy, invite like 40 over pple for her 21st bday party. Have you ever think that how the pple feel ? If its me, I will feel boring, why so many pple, u have to attend to other pple also. like seriously too many pple is bad. U said many pple more fun. Your like building your own happiness on other pple's bored-ness or loneliness.
Today is the first time, me seeing eddie cried and being so emotional...cos his relative pass away... I hope that eddie's doing fine and wish that he take care of himself... Nowadays,
many of my friends' relative pass away and they can go for CNY...
Myself.
I feeling frustrated when shopping... maybe cos i stay at home too much that I hate crowd...
Plus why am i so ugly...
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