The very first day of Poly life.

Hello, today is tuesday, suppose to be second day of school.
But we only officially start lesson today. Because ytd, we went to our class and we get to see our classmate and a lot of stuff to know and etc. Because we learn stuff and do assignment through the RP system, which is inside our laptop called LEO.

I wanna make friend with the girl sitting beside me ytd, But she seem to show no interest in making friend with me. Yet today she laugh and talk so loudly to one of the guy in her team. Okay nevermind.

So, yeah today was the first day of school. As in, we study and etc.
I reached school very early. Cos we got to be in class 15 mins earlier.
Settled down and then the faci (our lecture, in RP we call them faci) tell us to go to our team.

Went to my team and talk to some of them... for self intro.
Was kinda happy that I talk to them, better than nothing right ?
Then we started to solve the qns... As in, the problem for the day.
I felt so hopeless. The one and only thing I can do is to draw and give them to put into the ppt.
Is like, they learn stuff so fast. While I am like so slow. I keep on asking them qns and they keep explain to me again and again. I am happy about it. Yet at the same time, I got worried because I unknowingly show my weakness(my problem, understanding lvl v low, learn things slow) Its like I scare that I leave a very bad impression for them. And afraid that after 5 weeks, the grp disperse, they will tell other pple that I am a slow learner or smth.

I feel that today I didnt contribute much because I dont understand abt the module and I think I perform badly too. Sigh... I just hope that tmr will be a better day.

About making friends in my class, yes. The guys in my class bond very well. While girls also the same but.
Some do come and talk to me. Some dont even come and talk to me. My own team do not say bye to me when they leaving. I was really very scared, i dont know if did I do something wrong ? Or did I do something that they dont like ?

Ps: Got one flirter in my class flirt with china girl.... hais... why guys are like that ?