I am so screw up.

Hi... Ytd I went to RP to see if I can appeal for the Game Design course.
They ask for my result slip. They see my result, very happy. They ask me which course I want.
I said I want Game Design. The person said its full. Then, I choose another course again and said its full.
Basically almost all the courses are full in RP.

Went to NP, to ask the criteria to appeal. I gonna appeal for my first choice; Animation and 3Darts.
Over there saw, Shirley and her boyfriend and the boyfriend's friend. After having lunch, which I didnt eat anything cos I was preparing for the appeal letter... Ramon, Shirley, Shirley's bf and I went over to SP.

Wanna ask the criteria but it somehow got to do with DAE. Furthermore, they say got to went through interview. There's so many procedure and I still have to register for the course in RP first... = Have to pay sch fees. What if, lets say I am lucky. I got into NP. Then, I can withdraw from RP but the school fees how ? T.T

Hais... ytd morning I dont feel right at all. Gonna go to those poly and walk so much. hahaha... and didnt eat anything... End up my fever got worse, 39.1... Having this fever to organise my stuff and get ready for later on appealing...Lucky Shirley willing to meet up with me... If not, I guess I die outside with this type of fever, nobody also know. Yeah, and pple say that I stress myself too much and thats how the fever come...

Another thing is, I know why I didnt get the letter from NYP. Cos I realise that I forget to give them my home address !!!! GRRRR !!!!

Kay, the end... I am so screw up, guess everyone who's reading this will say I stupid and etc.
Start to dislike me or dislike me even more...