I need to breathe.

HI there !!! Sorry for not blogging. Cos I was busy with my FYP. Regardless of in school or at home.
All my mind was abt FYP, going home, one hour and a half journey was thinking abt FYP.
There were so many many small details need to be aware...

In my mind, its a picture of what I want it to be. When it comes to do it, I keep on stucking at those part that how I want it to be. End up wasting so much time working on it and when I become so nervous that my mind went blank, heart beat skip so fast and in the state of giving up...

This feeling went on quite a few days...
That leads to... drowsiness.
Mainly, when I was on the MRT platform and a lot of pple, I feel as if I am going to fall down.
I quickly sit down/lean against the wall...

Next, sleepyhead.
Keep on sleeping everywhere I am, toilet, when I was bathing...
Living room or any other room, my eyes were closed. Cant hardly open.
Eyes too heavy to open, when its open, its painful...

Also, I keep thinking negatively... Maybe because of how my friends treat me these few days ?

Nevermind its okay, at least, I take a deep breath, calm myself down and think carefully.
Thinking how to solve the problems that I am facing in flash and work it out.
Eventually, now I only left with the Ending part for my very own world.
I am glad that I work it through because, I thought to myself, nah, its not possible.
And it become that I am scare and didnt touch the project for during holiday that period...
I force myself to do it cos, its a project, its a must no matter you like it or dont.

I cut down so much on facebooking nnd many other stuff that I like to do.
It is al worth it, I feel that I improve a lot as I goes by.
I am proud of myself for doing something that I've never done and learn before.
Everything is ask pple or try by myself... Combine everything and make it mine.
To me, I am first timer, providing such work is the best already.
A sense of satisfaction

Tonight, I just wanna breathe slowly and smoothly.
Tmr, I will work my ass off.
Good night. :)

Thanks damian for being such a sweet and thoughtful boy ! :P