Btw, ytd we had test, a surprise test, I am confident that I will get 24/25 because I got this feeling that I got one qns wrong.
Today we had another test, which is video editing, we got to make a video using the 12frames and audio which is given. I spend lots of time doing the editing, everyone do so fast... hahaha.
Cos they just add the transition and motion effects, never adjust and etc...
Back to topic, yup, a lot of stuff happen recently, was feeling really v sad...
I dont know why, people keep on lying to me... I keep on saying nvm nvm nvm, but deep inside my heart, I DO MIND A LOT. I myself dont even lie to pple. People ask me to do this and that then left me there, left me there being alone and so hopeless. I dont know what to do... I only know that, my stuff was so not interesting that it catches no one, when someone find someone/something better, they just left me there. AND never come and visit again. Then they keep on going to someone who is MORE BETTER THAN ME. Think i am what ? Your toy ? LIARS !!!
When I am sick for like so many days (till now i still am) I still have to PUT ON A FAKE SMILE and FACE EVERYONE ! Who will actually cares if I am sick or not. NO ONE. Yes, back then, last thursday, I tot they really care, but because, they want more pple go more merrier, if no special event, will they even care ? NO. Do you pple know that my tummy was so pain that i have to bend down a little to walk ? Drink glucose which causes my throat to have so many phlegm? I cant even talk properly... Whatever stuff I wanna eat, I cant eat...
When can I have someone who truly care for me... ?
I wanna be alone, I dont want to talk to anyone... JUST GET THE FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE !!!!!!
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