SHOPPING !

YOYO !
Last min shopping ! Lols.
Erm, yeah... hahaha -feeling so awkward now cos I dont know how to start this post. LOLS-
Yeah ! So went causeway point with aunts and cousin.
Its like everyone of us... okay no. Its like me and my brother wear almost the same, tone of colour.
My mom and her sister. (3rd aunt)
My cousin and my another aunt, the younger one. hahaha
All like a pair. We didnt even make a deal abt the colour of clothes we gonna wear. Just coincidence !

I havent been to causeway point for a longggg time and it changes a lot a lot !
Shop around, for cold wear first. lols.
Then later went into this korean shop. Which sell dresses.
I dont think those dresses suits me even though they say it look good on me... I mean like, I am short, fat and ugly. Those pretty dresses doesnt suits me plus I even turn off one of the sales girl that she didnt even want to serve me/having a"being force to serve" attitude ?
Mind me, I have a very low self esteem. Today, my low self esteem reach to negative 1 or even below.
The girls around me was like, so pretty, tall, slim which is like every guys want these type of girl to be their gf.
Not to mention, ytd went to bugis street and bugis junction. I see those girls dressing... I was like. O.O compare to them. Its not that I want to learn to dress like them or what, but its really nice and those are what guys are looking for right ?
I am the v bottom, residue. you know ? hahaha. yeah. Take neoprint with my classmate also ... dont feel good.

Okay, back to topic so yeah... I was feeling really v down when trying the dresses... Both my aunt and my mom keep on asking me to buy those dresses... I didnt smile when I face the mirror. I was feeling irritated when they keep on "dolling" me up, taking accessories for me to match those dresses and etc.
Finally, I told them that I dont want those dresses and only bought a belt that suit my that cny dress...

After that, went for early dinner... then continue shopping, went Hush Puppies...
Trying jumper its either too big or too small. Nvm, best is dont spend money, dont buy.
My cousin also trying many clothes too. Anyway, at this point of time, I feel so insecure...
Cause, in Hush Puppies. There's a few guy, who serve pple and take clothes for them... One of a guy who wore red shirt, didnt really serve me when I was trying the clothes/maybe i dont know cos I was in the fitting room. Mom and aunts keep getting clothes for me to try. All I know is after each clothes I try, he will come and look.  As in, literally wanna go into the store room and at the same time keep looking at me. I really feel SOOOO INSECURE, I dont like pple looking at me. Then later on, when its my mom's turn to try her clothes, she ask me to take clothes of different size for her. The red colour shirt guy go and snatch and go and look for the size of the shirt and pass it to me and ask me to pass to my mother. O_O""

Okay, nevermind. When I walk in and out of the fitting room, he smile at me. Then talk to his colleague which is also a guy then his colleague look at me like I just do smth wrong.
When I walk past the red colour shirt guy, he go to his colleague and say, that girl... then I dont know what he talking already. I really hope that he is not talking bad abt me... When I was trying my graduation long sleeves shirt, both the yellow shirt guy serve me while the red shirt guy serve my mom. Both of them like so enthu to serve us. I have never meet this type of sales person before... And, I dont like pple to look at me and talk abt me behind my back, you are not perfect either, bear that in mind.

Next, something happen, cos my cousin's shirt that she wanna buy was bought by other customers and supposedly is the black shirt guy serve my cousin end up the red shirt guy serve... And from their expression they keep on laughing at my cousin (I think) cos my cousin die die insisted that she must buy a least one shirt and yeah when she say she dont want or what, those guys find her like a nuisance or smth. It seems like they have a hard time serving her.
So yeah, bought a GREEN COLOUR POLO TEE :D hehehe first time having a green polo tee though.

Went to G2000 for my formal clothes. Graduation. The funny thing is, cos Hush Puppies long sleeves shirt, I wear already somehow can see my inside. My aunt and cousin quickly drag me to G2000 and they love G2000 very much. And quickly introduce me this and that. But I only want long sleeve.
I try long sleeve come out already. My mom give me try a 3/4 pants... I dont know why she want me to try and end up she buying it for me O_O? All I can say is that, all of them, keep asking me to buy clothes and etc. Which I dont think I look good in those. Why suddenly want me to buy clothes sia ?

Anyway, I try another set of clothes I dont like it. My cousin too try it and she look good in it !
So yeah, end up, buy those stuff and went home.
I watch 200pound beauty like FINALLY after so many years and it inspire me a lot.
Hmmm, its a story of the 200pound girl. pple call her fat and ugly. But she got talent, she can sing.
She sing behind the stage, while the gorgeous and sexy lady doing the lip sync.
They have this manager that manage everything. The 200pound girl love him. Yet he doesnt like her cos she is fat and ugly. So yeah ! She went through plastic surgery and go into the company with a different name called Jenny. She even start to not to recognise anyone that is close to her... Later on, the manager found out that its her who go through the painful knives because of him. He feels disgusted cos he dont like plastic. But the girl truly loves him... At that time, she got concert. Pple spreading around that she is not natural beauty and etc. In the end, she confess that yeah, she went through that and neglect her friend and dad. That was the point she say whole lots of stuff and I went crying until I hiccup. SO TOUCHING.
Touching as in not the love that she given to the guy. But MOST OF ALL the LOVE of DAD AND DAUGHTER. And LOVE BETWEEN CLOSE FRIENDS. And how a bastard guy despise a fat and ugly girl. And when she go makeover, he find her plastic. =.= Hate this type of guy.

I think I should stop here, this post is getting longer and longer. lols. Byebye.