Losing a friend = Pain in the heart

I am v pissed off right now. And, I cannot rant on twitter. Cos that lady follow me on twitter.

I went to her blog today. She private it again, its the second time already.
The first time when she introduce me to her blog. Is when she posted something on her blog and its abt facebook privacy setting. I dont know how to set the privacy setting. Therefore I asked her...

She taught me how to in one of her blog post... Because I have this habit - dont like to do things halfway...
I thought maybe I should go to her blog and learn again... Then I continue to do my stuff...

Today, I wanna adjust my facebook privacy setting... she private her blog again...
The first time, the reason is because her boyfriend private it. Nevermind its okay, I understand.
Second time, which is today, she said, she dont know why she private it. Then give me lots of illogical reasons.
Its like, before I get to know this blog, it wasnt private... after I know, its private again and again...
It comes to that, she wanna hide from me.

I know, I have no rights to ask u to not to block me.
But you know what ?
Who is the one guided you during your secondary school days ?
Who is the one on the phone listening to you crying and vent out all your angers and etc ?
When you need someone to help you, who is the one who always there to help ?

Now, you got boyfriend, you block me from everything ? You said your dont want your family to see it...
Am I part of your family ? I'm not !!!

I am just sad and pissed off... Friends for so many years and always the one who is there for you...
yet your doing this to me when u got boyfriend...
Rmb, you only know him for quite a while only... not more than 1 year...

In short, I just dont like friends, OR CLOSE FRIENDS. Who doesnt trust me and pretend to be close to me.
It hurts deeply... Hate pple blocking me from viewing their stuff. Its like, we are close friends, no secret between us pls... unless you dont trust me, if you dont trust me, then dont be my close friend or whatsoever, get lost.

But yeah, she is one lucky lady who have someone to listen to her crying...
When it comes to me... mehhh... no one will pick up the call if I call I guess...
Sometimes I feel that its better to talk using voice cos in msg, U can just put a smiley face to pretend that your happy when your actually hurt by the one whom's texting you... (I am always like that)

She is out of my friend list already... I said, you can delete me away, she said sorry...
She rather than having a friend instead of a girl friend....
Bye..


Read the previous post if you havent.