Wu Tou Dong Gong/Love is beautiful.

Hi there.
Recently, I was watching drama, yup. :X
All day long LOLS. Actually I have been wanting to watch this drama long time ago.
But never had the chance to... I even ask my mom the name of the drama, because I forget already.

When I was younger that time, I watch this drama. Due to some reasons I stop. FYI, I watch with my mom.
hehehehe, yup. I always watch drama with my mom.

I watch that drama again for the past few days.
I did banner for damian and also for myself. I teacher my junior how to do a v simple blogskin...
Feel contended...

The day after USS.

Helloooo ! The day after USS, yup. Even though I sleep v early. LOLS. Maybe not so early.
Yet I still feeling tired, extremely tired and body aching all over. hahaha.
I think its cos of the roller coaster ! :P

Do things half way, fall asleep and wake up an sleep again. LOLS.
I not sure if its cos I took nap v long or what that I cant sleep at night and ended up doing banner till v late at night. Do a new blogskin also ! I like it. Been admiring it secretly. (Now, its not a secret anymore.hehehe)

Fun & Exciting @ Universal Studio Singapore :D

I was late today, suppose to meet @ 9am.
I reach around 9.15am. Had long john sliver as breakfast and the breakfast.
I ate one piece of toast only... Cos I dont have the habit eating early in the morning.
Plus its very oily...

We took the train into sentosa after that.
Aunt's friend( they call him boss) paid for the ticket first.
We went into the USS and yup, its like Alice in the wonderland... hahaha.
Another friend of Aunt, went to sit the transformer ride. (shall call her Betty)

Then, the 3 of us, aunt, boss and me went on to the battlestar ride.
Have to deposit our bags first. I wanted to play the human ride first, cos there's no 360 degree.
I dont know why end up going to the blue ride when I reach the top.
I was so nervous !!! Cos I know that if I play 360 degree, I will vomit.
Was v scared too... I see pple board the ride and reach the destination like 1min or less. O.O !!!
But they reach with their hair flying all over LOLS. messy hair T.T

Yeah, our turn, v nervous, took off the sandal and sit on the ride.
Here comes the exciting part. When its moving up, I keep screaming !!! LOLS.
Then dont know why, when it went much more faster, I cant scream, plus, hardly can keep my eye open.
I guess its the wind that keep going into my mouth LOLS.
I open my eyes once awhile. The sensation was like WOW. hahahaha.
Its v fast and I dont feel like there's 360 degree when I know there is.
When I see the ride again, I feel that I am brave because there's somehow got a few of body dropping down !
Just that I feel very dizzy.

After the blue ride, we went to look for betty but she somehow like ...
she dont dare to ride the transformer ride and we went to Q up and accompany her.
Btw, the Q was seriously v long and we Q up like an hour...
The ride was awesome. We have to wear 3D glasses and there's 4D effect.
There's fire where u can feel the heat and also water spraying. Not to forget, the wind also !
Its like sitting on a roller coaster. The force was so huge that I am having a hard time grabbing on the handle.
I keep leaning forward and especially there is this part where we were from top drop to bottom.
I grab the handle like GRRR !!! CRAZY !!!

My aunt's friend, betty keep on grabbing my aunt. Cos she dont like to sit on those rides.
She dont feel safe at all.

Went for the monster rock show... Its still okay la... lols

We move on to the Madagascar kiddy ride. hehehehe.
As usual the Q was long but its okay to wait. I AM WILLING TO WAIT ! Its quite fast though and its our turn ! We board the ride and there is this child behind us afraid to sit down. So the parents hold on to her while she is standing. But the crew say, she must sit down if not the ride wont move. Therefore, they try to make their child sit down. But the child dont want and keep crying. At last, they get off the ride lo T.T
Anyway, the ride was fun !!! I try to take photo inside but it turn out blur !
Then inside got " I like to move it move it I like to move it move it. I like to move it move it. I like to MOVE IT"

Went to sit on the Shrek 4D. We sit at the v back and wear the 3D glasses. The chair isnt moving at all.
While other empty chair were moving vigorously. Everything was AWESOME LA !!!
We play the kiddy ride, at the  mummy place there. I forget the name. The Q took v long and end up not fun one !!! Just a ride riding one round !!!

After that we went for the mummy ride !!! :D:D:D Actually among all the rides, I look forward de is the mummy ride. Cos I only heard of mummy ride, and the red and blue rides. I thought I would never sit on the blue and red rides de. So I keep on searching on youtube abt the mummy rides, so that I am well prepared.
Yeah... went going in, I cant really see, got to hold on to the wall and walk. hahaha walk v slow also T.T
Got one time, I bang on some stuff, which I dont know whats that. Then reach the top, it become brighter but still not so bright. Can see abit. And YESH !!! First row. Its so suspend and keep on up down up down. LOLS. Backward also !!! AWESOME !!!!!!! But inside v dark... Miss quite a lot of stuff...

We walk around taking pictures and went to have lunch ! The roasted chicken rice cost 10.50 !!!
Not nice also lo !! Really not worth it !!! And as usual I cant finish that cup of soft drinks. Thats the reason why I dont like soft drinks also. In the end, boss help me drink finish ! HAHAHA.

I was worried that I might vomit if I play something too exciting or ... you know... hahahaha.
I thought were going to ride the ride that is hanging in the air in the Jurrasic park there. So I just Q up with my aunt they all and then realise that we gonna play the water one. LOST WORLD !!! hahaha,
unti the tunnel that part, was v dark cant see at all one. Then we take the lift... hahahaha Half of me is wet.

The best thing is, we went for the red ride. WOOHOOOO !!! I wanna scream but the air go in to my mouth ! Cant scream and  v windy. Can enjoy the view, LOLS. but I close and open my eyes many times... T.T Who ask me sit so infront... T.T okay la... hmm.... Yup, I got down from the ride I was dry !!! HAHAHAHA Free dryer XDXDXD

Yup ! Boss, aunt and betty. Boss go break his battlestar record while we all go play transformer ride again.
This time round, not v scare liao, know what to do. LOLS.
We all walk and shop around. And watch the water world show which was so amazing. Had dinner over there and while waiting for my dessert, we miss the firework... T.T My fault. And I bought souvenir for my family members ! :D
Was a great and fun day ! I keep smiling all the way and feeling excited !!! hahahaha !

I hope can go USS again !! :D

Before I rant...
I gonna update, my mom's condition. I guess no one's reading anyway.
Here it goes...
The other day, I was very tired after rushing here and there...
Didnt dare to sleep and keep going in and out of my mom's room to check on her...
Sleep around 5am...
Glad that she is feeling okay bit by bit just that... she cant anyhow eat right now...
She said that she feel v exhausted when she walk...
Was really worried over here...

Yeah, I gonna rant..
First, is abt that bitch.
I was accompanying my mom and then, she sms me this...

Her: YeJia. You at home ? Can help me play ss? I v v v frustrated liao. Since ytd. I cant even play ):
Me: I nvr play ss for a long time alrdy
Her: Heckcare bahh. Time up liao
Me: Dont ask me to play game anymore.
Her: Oh okay. Exams horh? Jiayous !

I said in twitter before that I am having holiday and exam over already.
HAHAHAHA she didnt notice.
Cant even play ss ? Then dont play la !
She is the one who need help then come to me, dont need help throw me aside.
Act nice to me saying YJ ILY IMY ! -PUI!-
And the quest time up liao still want me to play ? what she trying to proof ?
=.=

Next, is the poly, same pple keep asking me the same qns over and over again.
Wanna kpo on my stuff or you really care ?
If u really care, you wont keep asking again and again. I have to repeat the answer again and again.
If you really care, you should know how I feel, DONT YOU ?
So stop asking stuff regarding poly, I dont want to know and I dont want to heard abt it.
I jsut want to relax for now. I dont want to think too much.
Cos I keep on self deceiving ! GRRR

Tmr, I'm going USS cos mom say that, its once in a life time and blablabla.
So yeah I'm going. I hope that tmr will be an enjoyable day. So bye.

Hello, my mom is sick. This time round its a very serious one.
I am worried. And of course very sad. I really do wish that everything will turn out fine.
I will try to blog as much as I could.
Thankyou.

UPDATE :
Haha, the only place for me to rant. I watched channel 8.
Elderly couple caring and supporting each other when both are having sickness.
And I see my mom like that. Cant consume any food. Only allow to drink water/glucose...
My tears roll down. And what can I do for her ? Only help to take care of her.
Do stuff that makes her happy and not to let her worry abt me.

Just now, I ran here and there. Help to Q up for number, stay at the clinic.
Ran home and escort her to the clinic when the her turn is getting nearer...
She will faint anytime and no energy.
When she walk, she will vomit. Its best that she lie down there...
She is sick yet she still act as though she is okay and keep talking and smiling...

My brother doesnt seems to care...
Watching youtube, playing blackshot ? Laughing his ass off...
My dad, at first he doesnt seems to care until I hide behind the door... I am glad that, he do care for my mom...

Grrrr hi, I felt like I am having problem sleeping, I wake up in the middle of the night and it took me 2 hours to get back to sleep.
So many things running in my mind, I'm wondering if those stuff are tired after running.
I wanna talk to someone abt the stuff I am facing right now.
I wanna talk to Damian, but I feel like I am disturbing him cos he is busy.
If talk to him at night... He needs his beauty sleep.

Nevermind then, T.T !!!

Happy Birthday Mummy !

Hey !
I watched 3 movies again hahaha. Luckily mange to finish al 3.

Finally, I have time to watch a movie which I wanted to watch during my FYP period but never ever get a chance to, cause were too busy...
I find this movie really v awesome and was very touching too !
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Phineas and Ferb 2nd Dimension !
I LOVE PERRY VERY MUCH !!! SO CUTE !
And I really hope that the candyce can act like the one in 2nd dimension, fighting and protect her brothers.
hehehehe
And I saw Isabella kissing Phineas @.@
AND AND I was laughing at the pictures that Perry took, so funny !!!

Then I watch Shrek part 4 then part 3. I know I should watch 3 then 4 but I dont know, I just watch HAHAHAHA . The story were good. It tell us that, ignore what pple call you or how they look at you.
As long as you believe in yourself and have faith in yourself. AND KNOW THAT UR NOT !
Part 4 is like, telling us to be contended on what we have !
The animation was really very good, tooooooo real !!!!

I know that I shouldnt be complaining how tired I am... because its holiday for me and I get to sleep like a pig ! Yeah, everyday I sleep so late, around 1am or 2am. I seriously didnt take good care of myself.
No wonder someone wanna give me up. Serve me right. Today I took a nap and I feel tired again...

Today, we had dinner at Dian Xiao Er and was not very full, just nice hehehe.
I LOVE TO DRINK SOUP !!! After mom talk to me like so many days.... finally bought a jeans... one long pants... one short shorts... And I look like a zoo keeper when I wear the short shorts... Whatever la.

I wanted to do a banner, but the design on my mind keep on changing la !
Plus I feeling so not well... -.- I get tired easily again since ytd ? And I am in pain...
My body isnt well, so that time mom ask me to eat the medicine but idk why that feeling is still there.
I mean stuck there. -le sigh-
And I got very upset with someone in twitter. I am trying to be nice and comfort him.
but... he said something...

"i hate people who treat me nice only when they know i got problem"

Then I said all these...

"I.can't take this anymore. When I need pple by my side will you ? NO ONE.WILL BE BY MY SIDE. Then I comfort you, what you say in twitter?"
"Got pple care. U don't appreciate. WHAT ABT ME ? THINK.UR THE WORSE? LOOK AT ME"
"Holiday wanna talk to pple its so hard. Can't u just appreciate whatever u have.now ?"


I dont know if he knows that I am like indirectly shooting him, cos he rant a lot and pple were trying to cool him down yet he still... He just dont see that pple were caring for him. He just dont see that pple actually notice him... 


Erm... I guess I wanna sleep alrdy, because I dont feel good at all. Plus, my emotional... I have been keeping stuff to myself. I wanna tell someone but... -sigh- nevermind, good nite and...


once again...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY !!! :D

My life, currently.

Hi, so yup.
I gonna blog about my current life that I'm having right now.
 Because many pple have been asking me questions like...

Hey, how are you.   Are you studying or working... etc etc.

Yup, pple whom havent seen me for zilion years would definitely ask me those questions. Because I have been like staying at home and never go out to socialise with pple around my neighbourhood/my relatives. Hahaha, for friends... Yeah, some of them know what I'm doing now. But some dont. Wait, before I continue, dont get me wrong. Its some of my sec sch mates who havent been like keeping contact with me and suddenly pop out and talk to me okay... hahaha.

Currently, I'm blogging~! hahaha. No la.
I just finish my course in ITE not long ago, I also finish my exam and all sort of stuff and I am still half graduate from ITE. Why is it that I am half graduate ? Cos I have not go to the graduation ceremony to collect my certificate yet. And can you imagine ? My graduation ceremony is around 1st or 2nd week of May.

Now, I am waiting for my overall result for the past 2 years in ITE. (Which I dont think I score well)
It will be on 29 of March.
As well as, waiting for the result on which poly I will be enroll to.
It will be 2 April.

So, what have I been doing throughout this period of time ? Like, I have such a long holiday...

Sometimes, I went out with my parents and relative to shop for winter wear.
And it was the moment that I want most, because when you go out with friends. The feeling is different.
(Lols, I pausing a lot cos I went to bathe and prepare. I gonna go grandma's house soon >< -typing furiously-)
But when I know that there's event going on, I wanna bring them go but they lazy T.T or find it troublesome...

So nevermind lo. Go out with friends as in ITE GDD some of the course mates.
Actually, they invite me to a lot of events, such as
1st- cycling
2nd-Movie and Ilight
3rd- cycling and BBQ
4th- Hiking

Yeah, all these I never go cos its like they ask me out continuously. If I were to go every event, my mom sure wont like it de. So I said I not going... Plus... :X I dont feel secure, like got awkward atmosphere.
Basically, I just feel that way even if we are close during sch days. Like teasing, talk abt sch work, sch gossip.
I dont know why. Maybe because when we reach home or smth, we dont talk to one another. We only talk in school. If got talk ( as in at home after sch), only like got problem then talk, no problem no talk. LOLS. Its like that one.
Even up till now, got event call me go, no event never talk. Got qns, ask only and no qns no talk. LOLS.
Then like this, I can never find a true friend+close friend+best friend= Ultimate Value Friend HAHAHAHA

Now, you guys know that why I at home is quiet de. hahaha, watch movie/reading/minigame. hehehehe.
So yeah, I only go hiking cos its free and I love hiking very much.

I think I have done writing what I do at home and etc. hehehehe. So good bye, stay tune for next post. :D

Family Outing

Finally ! Went to Grandma's house. Long time never go already.
Before go Grandma's house, went to eat breakfast and finally I eat Mee sua !
I LOVE MEE SUA :D:D hehehe. Most of the time, if happen to go out of sch and eat. I will have Mee sua as lunch. And I miss Mee sua. So I bought it since they selling plus its not that nice. Its okay ! I am v happy already. HAHAHAHA.

At Grandma's house stay not long. the maid got piercing on her nose ! :O
Then aunt suddenly ask me if I wanna go USS this coming friday ! At 60bucks including all the ride !
60 bucks leh ! Then eat leh? Eat also v expensive de lo. I heard that one can of coke cost like 4 to 5 bucks !
CRAZY ! I dont know if I should I go not... :(
My Grandpa got a bit of Lao ren ci dai zhen, so yeah, they all talk to him and after awhile we left.

Went to orchard room and its my first time stepping into Forever 21 and H&M.
I dont really like the clothes there because I dont think it suits me and I have my own taste LOLS.
yup... And H&M have super a lot of pple. Went upstair and there got like a lot of guys.
Grps of guy choosing their clothes. LOLS.
And the guys clothes and kids wear were together.
So when I was walking pass kid wear... There is this I think one year old plus baby who just learn how to walk. She pull a pile of clothes which were place slightly higher than her. And the clothes all fall onto her and end up she fall down by sitting on the clothes. She didnt cry instead she play with the clothes and the mother quickly go and carry the baby hahaha SO CUTE LA !

Then at those ladies section. If I never remember wrongly, the ladies one got like 3 storeys.
Those guys help their gf carry bag and Q up with them for the fitting room.
Some guys just sit down there play iphone game, some just sit on the floor or any chair with grumpy face/impatient face LOLS.

Those ladies that shop, I see them shop I also scare LOLS. Its like, there's long Q at the fitting room. They just wear the clothes infront of the mirror, dont like take off. Its like, they shop until like that they are the only one in the shop and anyhow bang onto pple one la. See whatever stuff just grab one ! CRAZY !!!
Another thing is, my mom saw a clothes and an ang moh saw the same one also.
But the ang moh take first la, then my mom take, the ang moh saw my mom take the clothes, they look at her
and put back the clothes. I was like lols ? They just give me a negative feeling that, hey u take the same clothes as me uh ? Am not gonna wear the same clothes as u ! *put the clothes back*
LOL. This is my point of view la, Forever 21 and H&M is a like a lot of girls go there buy clothes one.
Its very common that everyone wear the same la. Just that maybe different colours or sizes, am i right ?

So yeah, this shows that when I shop I am not as hardcore as how those girls know how to dress themselves up. In any cases, like sales going on, sure super a lot of pple and those girls go grab, SURE SUPER CRAZY ONE ! I think I go there just to see pple, not the clothes lols. I dont think I enjoy myself.
Plus all those stuff so expensive.  H&M is like much more expensive than Forever 21.
But accessories were cheap ! Good quality and cheap ! Next time I will go Forever 21 if i need it !

After that, we went Robinson and OG. All of them went shopping like and me just follow around. LOLS.
Cos I come that thing, I feel very tired and my ovary there I mean the womb area there very pain.
LOLS. yeah very pain...  its like kena stabbing a lot of times and its bleeding and I have to walk around. :(
Was feeling dizzy when shopping also. Then, was waiting for my mom and my AUNTSSSSSSSS.........
I keep on facing the mirror and adjust my hair cos I wanna open parting for my hair la. I dont like my hair to be watermelon. But NO CHOICE cos too short already. :( Hair faster grow long long...
Today, morning I found out that my dandruff is back, wth, I spending time to take off my dandruff, I dont know if its cos that I start to wash my hair like 1 time 2 days or 1 day 1 time.
Cos I used to wash my hair like 1 day 2 times. I dont know :(

Went to Uncle's house for dinner and chit chat joking and went home cos tmr sch reopen lo !
HAHAHAHAHA to those who dont want school reopen. hehehe I so bad. But the faster the sch reopen, the faster the holiday is here again ! Its like blink, ytd I was just celebrating new year and blink wah Mid March already. See this year pass so fast, old so fast :(
TMR IS MY MUMMY DE BIRTHDAY !!!! :D:D YAY !!!!! Me going to use that 400dollar award from ITE to treat my mummy to a v delicious dinner hahahaha. It will be like a family dinner instead, hehehehe. ME filial or not ? -winkwink- hehehehe
Kay la, the 400dollar havent receive yet but I am just gonna use my own money faster then when I really receive the money liao, I put inside bank lo HEHEHEHEHE.
Me very xinku, backbone like gonna break like how belle break her backbone like that.
Plus my watermelon head dry liao, so... GOOD BYE ! Miss me  ! :D

Hi...
I dont know what to say...
I mean... There are many stuff going on in my mind but I dont know how to put it in words to describe what I am thinking and how I feel... I am just lost.

I gonna make a new banner soon... Stay tune.

Hi, I went to collect my pants today and I walked under the sorching sun.
I cooked for my brother and I did not eat finish the food cos I am full.
I keep facing the comp today.
I keep crying every night till I sleep waking up every morning to think that, hey, I look good with my eyes swollen. I will continue to do it.

Hi... Last night, I have a very bad flu...
Till morning its still going on. Then fever...
Wasnt really feeling that well. I cant last minute said that I am not going for the steamboat session...
Yup, Olive invite me to her house with others for steamboat session...

Yeah, I went out of the house with my brother... hahaha.
then for the first time, were taking train together and etc even though were going different places.
So yeah... he meet his friend and introducing... His friend v tall @.@
You see, my brother is like 183cm and his friend !!! 184 or even higher ?!?!
Yeah, my brother said I am a shorty infront of his friend. whatever. =.=

Yeah, reached outram park and purple line isnt working.
Worried this and that and thought I couldnt find my way because I dont go out so much
And some route I dont even know or recognised....
Therefore, I have to ask pple for help and reach Hougang safely...

Bought those food and went to Olive house to prepare...

Yeah, Those food that we bought and I eat no 1, 2 and 3 the most cos I dont like the rest of the food...

All of u were busy preparing food and he is one and only guy watching teevee... =.=
I rmb of me keep scolding him the whole day.

And finally the food is ready... took 2 picures cos some food cannot be seen...
We did not manage to finish the food but overall its still okay.
Anyway... we slack awhile and off to Hwa Par Villa.

Cos the other day, Olive said she wanna go 18 lvl of hell...
Went there walk around... here are some pictures, my camera battery went flat...
 and went labrador park and this time round...
Finally get to see the sunset and we walk from labrador park to vivo city...
My leg were v pain, still bear with it.
Not in a v good mood either cos that I'm ill.
Reach home, got scolding, was feeling v terrible but no one talk to.
Bathe and blog a bit while waiting for hair to dry, keep on crying till I fall asleep.
Cant hardly breathe when I crying, cos of bad flu, the moment I tot i was going to die due to out of breath.

The boy and The Apple tree

Have you guys heard about the story ?

Here it goes...
A long time ago, there is this huge apple tree...
It loved a little boy very much. The boy loved to come and play around it everyday.

The boy used to collect leaves from the tree to make into a crown.
He would act like a king. The little boy also liked to climb to the tree top.
He loved to grab on to the tree branches and swing like a monkey.
The little boy loved to pluck the apples from the tree. He would then eat them.
He would often take a nap under the cool shadow of the apple tree.
He loved the tree and the tree was so happy!

The years passed. Time went by...
One day, the boy came back to the tree.
The tree said, " Come and play with me."
The boy said, "I am no longer a kid. I do not play around a tree any more. I want toys. I need money to buy them."
The tree said, " Sorry, but I do not have money... but you can pick all my apples and sell them. So, you will have money."
The boy was so excited. He grabbed all the apples on the tree and left happily. The tree was happy.

The boy never came back for a long time after he had picked the apples. The tree was sad.
One day, the boy who had then grown into a man, returned and the tree was excited.
"Come and play with me," the tree said.
"I do not have time to play. I have to work for my family. We need a house for shelter. Can you help me?"
"Sorry, but I do not have any house. But you can shop off my branches to build your house," the tree said.
So the man cut all the branches of the tree and left happily.

The tree was glad to see him happy but the man never came back for a long, long time.
The tree was again lonely and sad.
One hot Summer day, the man returned and the tree was delighted.
"Come and play with me!" the tree said.
"I am getting old, I want to go sailing to relax myself. Can you give me a boat?" the man asked.
"Use my trunk to build your boat," the tree said. "You can sail far away and be happy."
So the man cut the tree trunk to make a boat. He went sailing and never showed up for a long time.
The tree seemed to be happy but the happiness was not real.

Finally the man returned after many years.
"Sorry, my boy. But I do not have anything for you anymore. No more apples for you..." the tree said.
"No problem. I do not have any teeth to bite," the man replied.
"No more trunk for you to climb on," the tree said.
"I am too old for that now," the man said.
"I really cannot give you anything... the only thing left is my dying roots," the tree said with tears.
"I do not need much now, just a place to rest. I am tired after all these years," the man replied.
"Good ! Old tree roots are the best place to lean on and rest. Come, come sit down with me and rest."
The man sat down and the tree was glad and smiled with tears...
Everybody has Apple trees in his/her life.
And they are your parents...

No matter how busy you are, share some time with your parents...

But in this case... I am the tree. your the man.

Hey !
Yeah, again I watch movies again... 3 movies again... And currently I pause one movie that I am watching because I was kinda bored.

So I decided to come here and blog. Cause I know, nobody wants to talk to me !!! T.T
Or they are so busy that they got no time for me.

Anyways, I have like watching lots of like hmm animation films ? 3D and 2D.
And... I notice that I like 3D more than 2D... hahaha
I watched those disney movie that I havent watch before.
First, I watched Aladdin.
Its nice and I love the song.
Then I realise that I wanna watch something 3D, I go search barbie again and watch LOLS.
Maybe it makes me much more happier plus the story is v interesting. Most of the time I watch till I sit up straight.
Then I watch Beauty and the Beast.
I love the song too.
And I love the story very much. ITS THE MOST TOUCHING AND REALISTIC LOVE STORY EVER.
I notice that every animation those fairy tales like disney and barbie.
All the guys and girls fall in love with looks and like first impression.
What to do ? Fairy Tales ma...
HOHOHO !
Kay, I got nothing to say. I am jsut talking to myself anyways. byebye

HOHOHO !
Now I know who will always come and visit my blog.
Disappointing much...

Update

Hi there, I've been posting a lot more from 6 March till now. If you havent read it yet. Do read it.
If you havent read it yet and feeling lazy or dont want to read. No one is forcing you. Please kindly click on the "X" button on your top right hand corner. Thankyou very much. ^^I realise that during my FYP period, I am very tired yet I still trying hard to keep myself awake and talk to you But now, will you do the same too ? NO. 

Ah, I think I everyday need to do review on those animation film.
And YES ! Today I watch Animation film again. lols.
The first one I watch is the Barbie one.

This long hair girl was stuck in a tower and what she do during her free time, is draw/paint.

Paint whatever stuff that comes to her mind... And yeah, the rest I am not going to say because what I wanna do is to emphasize. When you drawing, draw from your heart, your own idea, your own imagination. Or whatever stuff that you have seen before that leave a very deep impression in your mind.

Second, UP !

ehhh... a guy who found his wife when both were young and adore the same idol. Both of same interest too.

When the wife is young, she wanna go to this Paradise Fall. They wanna go together but then the wife fall ill and due to some reason (which I am not going to say it here) the elderly guy decided to bring his house along to Paradise Fall. A lot of things happen along the way. 

Its a great movie. Strong love and unselfishness. :)

Third, SMURF !

This is just wayyyyyyyyyyyyyy too cute ! hahaha, should watch yourself. Not going to talk much about it.

Yeah... that " pple taking me for granted " feeling is back again. 

So, do not sms me. NEVER AGAIN

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Hey, yeah. Decided to blog now because I have something on my mind.
And I just wanna blog it out here.

The other day, which is after exam. Yeah... were talking.
Then Olive said that. I am the type of girl. Who will keep everything to myself even if someone treated me bad or etc.
Till the extend I cannot take it. I will just rant.

I, myself, not sure if its true.
Cos when family members not good to me, I immediately rant on twitter, most of the time.
After that, I am perfectly fine.

Or, if I can control myself. I will just think about it and let it go...

When it comes to my friends, I will rant on blog and twitter... Twitter not much or I can say nothing at all.
Because I forget easily and forgive. If its my fault I will say sorry to them when no one is around.
On blog, yeah I will rant some pple who trying to drag me down. Or some pple's behaviour which I dont like.
But I keep to myself for like 1 and a half year... And finally let it out.

When it comes to someone special, I wont rant and wont do anything. I will just keep quiet...
and go missing...

The Muppets and Good news.

HI !
I watch lots of movies today, total of 3 ?
FIRST I GONNA INTRODUCE !!!
THE MUPPETS !!! YAY !!! ITS SHOWTIME !!! :D:D

THESE ! IS DEFINITELY WORTH YOUR TIME TO WATCH.

Hahaha ! That time xmas, I wanted to watch this but no one wants to accompany me to watch cos they THINK ITS CHILDISH ! But, guess what, NO ITS NOT AT ALL !

First, Walter(a muppet) and Gary(a real human) were buddies or I can say brother ! 

Its like, they need each other very much.

Walter is short, he couldnt ride those roller coaster and stuff. So, gary accompanied him and introducing 

The Muppets and as time went by, Walter love The Muppets VERY VERY MUCH ! 

He even got, the plushies toothbrush and many other stuff la, I see already my heart melt and

went OMGOMGOMG !!!! O.O !!!! T.T I also want !!! 

And then he got the opportunity to go The Muppet Studio if I am not wrong.

Then overheard that, some bad guy wanna tear down the studio, instead of turning it into The Muppet Museum. And thats why all the muppets come together as want, to do the last show. In order to save the studio.

From then, I learn a lot, team spirit, leadership and confidence !

There is this time, Kermit the frog said ask Walter to join them to perform an act.

But he dont know what his talent is and he wanted to talk to Gary...

The sad part is, cos they actually went to LA for to see The Muppet Studio. Gary brought along his girlfriend, Mary too. 

Mary feels that Gary pay too much attention on Walter. Everytime they go dating... It will be, Walter Gary and Mary. She feels that both her and Gary can never be alone.

She was mad... and trying to be sarcastic...

I went to Guinness Book of World Records...alone. Then Ripley's Believe It or Not... solo. And then I ate lunch... unaccompanied. And then I walked back here... independently. I'm going for a walk... individually 

                                                                                                                                -Mary 

Gary didnt know why she was mad and went look for Walter. Gary need  his help to talk to Mary and get to know why she mad at him. While Walter need to talk to Gary on what is his talent and stay with him to feel secure cos he really dont know what to do.
That is when, she want Gary to decide, if he is a man or muppet ?
This is also the time, you guys should watch the movie yourself, me is not going to say anymore. :D

For some reasons I feel that the Walter is me. Gary is Damian. Mary is Damian's future girlfriend. LOLS.
T.T damian ... is leaving me soon.

So another movie, My Girlfriend is a Robot.
This show was mehhh... keep talking abt the past and future, keep on having so much flashback and fast forward. Plus its like almost 3 hours of show ? lols. I watch until very blur.

Another one, Barbie lo.
But the animation is good. Can see that its 3D make me feel like doing maya again COS ITS SO GOOD LA THOSE 3D modeling thingy. I feel like building a glass house after watching LOLS.


As I was saying in the title, Good news ?
I received a letter.









No... its not NYP letter... *le sigh*








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Good Progress Award The Good Progress Award is aimed at rewarding the top 10% of ITE full-time Higher Nitec and Nitec Singaporean students who show commendable improvements in their studies. They must have passed all the accountable modules in the examinations and must not be receipt of the Edusave Merit Bursary or CDC & CCC-ITE Scholarship. No application for the award is required as the students who have shown good progress in training will be identified. Each award is valued at $400.

I was very happy to receive this award from school...
Later on, I was like sad cos I dont deserve it at all.
Mainly because, My GPA remains the same, I didnt improve and I always late for school.
So yeah. Good bye for now.

who can explain to me what is the meaning of commendable ?
I search on the dictionary but still dont understand... hahaha c2p me.

Sunday.

Hi ! its sunday, am staying at home. Whole body aching, I guess I've been walking too much !
Which I think its great :D

I was craving for mee sua and I want to have mee sua. But my mom keep insisted that I dont like mee sua in the past and its like I forever dont like mee sua, She never know that I do change my taste.

I have tom yam with chilli padi and it make me cry... SO SPICY !!! First time eating like that anyway...

Reach home, I download the Breaking Dawn Part one.
Nap and do house chores. Start to watch Breaking dawn and first time ever, I finally get to understand what they say. Previously as in other twilight saga, they talk too fast. Didnt catch it.
This show was amazing. But I dont know what belle is thinking. And Edward is very loving. He doesnt want to hurt belle. I am waiting for Breaking Dawn Part Two.

After that, I read some blog thingy, abt Dawn yang. LOLS, she is such a fake... sigh...
Pple prettier than her, she will say that those pple are fake cos they went plastic surgery.
Pple not prettier than her, she will say that those pple are loose.
She insulted everyone using a fake account and using that fake account to add positive comments for herself.
She herself do plastic surgery... She step on pple to climb even higher to get fame.
Pretty but character suck, no wonder no one wants her.

By the way, I am reading the Twilight saga thingy hahaha. SO BYEBYE !

SHOPPING !

YOYO !
Last min shopping ! Lols.
Erm, yeah... hahaha -feeling so awkward now cos I dont know how to start this post. LOLS-
Yeah ! So went causeway point with aunts and cousin.
Its like everyone of us... okay no. Its like me and my brother wear almost the same, tone of colour.
My mom and her sister. (3rd aunt)
My cousin and my another aunt, the younger one. hahaha
All like a pair. We didnt even make a deal abt the colour of clothes we gonna wear. Just coincidence !

I havent been to causeway point for a longggg time and it changes a lot a lot !
Shop around, for cold wear first. lols.
Then later went into this korean shop. Which sell dresses.
I dont think those dresses suits me even though they say it look good on me... I mean like, I am short, fat and ugly. Those pretty dresses doesnt suits me plus I even turn off one of the sales girl that she didnt even want to serve me/having a"being force to serve" attitude ?
Mind me, I have a very low self esteem. Today, my low self esteem reach to negative 1 or even below.
The girls around me was like, so pretty, tall, slim which is like every guys want these type of girl to be their gf.
Not to mention, ytd went to bugis street and bugis junction. I see those girls dressing... I was like. O.O compare to them. Its not that I want to learn to dress like them or what, but its really nice and those are what guys are looking for right ?
I am the v bottom, residue. you know ? hahaha. yeah. Take neoprint with my classmate also ... dont feel good.

Okay, back to topic so yeah... I was feeling really v down when trying the dresses... Both my aunt and my mom keep on asking me to buy those dresses... I didnt smile when I face the mirror. I was feeling irritated when they keep on "dolling" me up, taking accessories for me to match those dresses and etc.
Finally, I told them that I dont want those dresses and only bought a belt that suit my that cny dress...

After that, went for early dinner... then continue shopping, went Hush Puppies...
Trying jumper its either too big or too small. Nvm, best is dont spend money, dont buy.
My cousin also trying many clothes too. Anyway, at this point of time, I feel so insecure...
Cause, in Hush Puppies. There's a few guy, who serve pple and take clothes for them... One of a guy who wore red shirt, didnt really serve me when I was trying the clothes/maybe i dont know cos I was in the fitting room. Mom and aunts keep getting clothes for me to try. All I know is after each clothes I try, he will come and look.  As in, literally wanna go into the store room and at the same time keep looking at me. I really feel SOOOO INSECURE, I dont like pple looking at me. Then later on, when its my mom's turn to try her clothes, she ask me to take clothes of different size for her. The red colour shirt guy go and snatch and go and look for the size of the shirt and pass it to me and ask me to pass to my mother. O_O""

Okay, nevermind. When I walk in and out of the fitting room, he smile at me. Then talk to his colleague which is also a guy then his colleague look at me like I just do smth wrong.
When I walk past the red colour shirt guy, he go to his colleague and say, that girl... then I dont know what he talking already. I really hope that he is not talking bad abt me... When I was trying my graduation long sleeves shirt, both the yellow shirt guy serve me while the red shirt guy serve my mom. Both of them like so enthu to serve us. I have never meet this type of sales person before... And, I dont like pple to look at me and talk abt me behind my back, you are not perfect either, bear that in mind.

Next, something happen, cos my cousin's shirt that she wanna buy was bought by other customers and supposedly is the black shirt guy serve my cousin end up the red shirt guy serve... And from their expression they keep on laughing at my cousin (I think) cos my cousin die die insisted that she must buy a least one shirt and yeah when she say she dont want or what, those guys find her like a nuisance or smth. It seems like they have a hard time serving her.
So yeah, bought a GREEN COLOUR POLO TEE :D hehehe first time having a green polo tee though.

Went to G2000 for my formal clothes. Graduation. The funny thing is, cos Hush Puppies long sleeves shirt, I wear already somehow can see my inside. My aunt and cousin quickly drag me to G2000 and they love G2000 very much. And quickly introduce me this and that. But I only want long sleeve.
I try long sleeve come out already. My mom give me try a 3/4 pants... I dont know why she want me to try and end up she buying it for me O_O? All I can say is that, all of them, keep asking me to buy clothes and etc. Which I dont think I look good in those. Why suddenly want me to buy clothes sia ?

Anyway, I try another set of clothes I dont like it. My cousin too try it and she look good in it !
So yeah, end up, buy those stuff and went home.
I watch 200pound beauty like FINALLY after so many years and it inspire me a lot.
Hmmm, its a story of the 200pound girl. pple call her fat and ugly. But she got talent, she can sing.
She sing behind the stage, while the gorgeous and sexy lady doing the lip sync.
They have this manager that manage everything. The 200pound girl love him. Yet he doesnt like her cos she is fat and ugly. So yeah ! She went through plastic surgery and go into the company with a different name called Jenny. She even start to not to recognise anyone that is close to her... Later on, the manager found out that its her who go through the painful knives because of him. He feels disgusted cos he dont like plastic. But the girl truly loves him... At that time, she got concert. Pple spreading around that she is not natural beauty and etc. In the end, she confess that yeah, she went through that and neglect her friend and dad. That was the point she say whole lots of stuff and I went crying until I hiccup. SO TOUCHING.
Touching as in not the love that she given to the guy. But MOST OF ALL the LOVE of DAD AND DAUGHTER. And LOVE BETWEEN CLOSE FRIENDS. And how a bastard guy despise a fat and ugly girl. And when she go makeover, he find her plastic. =.= Hate this type of guy.

I think I should stop here, this post is getting longer and longer. lols. Byebye.

Last Minute Planning.

Hey yo ! Waking up at 7.30am cos someone sms me.
At first, I didnt see clearly, I thought its my ITE friend who is asking me out.
And I even replying her with lots of rubbish.
Later then I realise that I mixed up.
So yup ! Its my secondary school friend/classmate ask me out.
Cos she need to buy stuff for her attachment or smth.
We plan to meet at 5.45pm. Luckily my mom allow me to go out :)

While waiting for the time to pass...
I sleep awhile, cos the weather so cooling and I am v sleepy. I even fall asleep infront of the comp.
Then, in twitter, got a bitch ask me to help her play her facebook game again. =.=
I saw her tweets, saying that she rushing to raffles.
THAT MOMENT MY HEART WAS SO SOFT that I asked her to sms me her password and etc.
And that quest got time limit. 6days...
I thought she left like 2 days or 3 days to complete.
But I was deceived by her. Cos there is this quest, which we need to hunt for lemons.
And its a rare drop. She lazy !!!! FUCK LAAAA !!!! WALAO DAMN PISSED.
Then I rant on twitter of course, she ask me :"wahhhhhh you saying me ah ?"
I reply:"no?"

Whatever it is. I just got v pissed offf. okay nevermind.
So yeah, cook with my brother again...
After cooking I was not feeling well. Keep running to the toilet and shyt... watery shyt somemore...
hais... was worrying...

But everything is quite okay, just that feeling weak. And I dont dare to eat anything when I am with my
sec sch classmate...
Shop around bugis... then we go Marina... hahaha, was lucky cos they got this ILight Festival.
Till 1st of April, if you guys interested, go take a look, its totally worth it ! ITS FREE OF CHARGE TOO !!!
Start at 7.30pm till 11pm :D

Gonna spam picture and lucky me got bring camera :D:D

HAHAHAHA !!! NICE OR NOT :D:D:D ?!?!?!
I wanna bring my family there and I let my ITE friend see the photo and they wanan go there too !!! :D
So yeap, I reached home near 11pm, bathed and was super hungry cos I didnt eat anything, only the egg bread that me and my brother made. Plus morning only eat biscuits... lols
So I drink my milk and go to sleep. I am not a baby...