My one month holiday starts now !

Hi, I'm jazzy.

hahaha. Guess what I'm back to blogging, maybe for sometimes.
I know I've neglect my blog. I know...

That's why I'm going to explain why...

Lately, or wait. The last post was on december 12, 2012.
So, its almost a year !!!

After that post, I was having exam which we called it, UT2. YES !!! Wanna get good grades for UT2. And after UT2. which is like a few days before Xmas. I was busy packing my stuff for Korea.

Yup, I went to korea on the xmas eve. :D HEHEHEHE Its snowing on most of the days that time. And the floor was so slippery.  My focus was all on the floor instead of looking at those nice scenery and all. And right after I got back from korea, its my first day of school.

So, yeah its very packed. hahahaha. And then after like 5 weeks, its exam UT3, final exam !!!
Oh, in between, we have got CNY whereby yes everyone is here and there visiting and me too also visiting and on valentine's day, I'm attached !!! :D

I also have one month holiday which I spent on like ... I forget what I did !!! But anyway. now i'm back :D Most importantly !!! I'm back.

Alright, so now I'm in year 2 :D:D Just finish my first sem and also my final exam UT3 like a few days back. I'm telling you now. This semester is damn difficult. A lot of maths calculation and all.
Its all like university standard but we are just studying the very very very basic.

But it is okay for me. I'm quite happy because along the way of facing the difficulties. I met new classmates. (I change class everyday which is why I have new classmates:D) They all are good pple.

I have one of a very helpful classmates that keep helping me even though I did not ask for his help. hahahaha !!! And now he is someone who always compare result with me in a joking manner. But actually deep inside, he is encouraging me. And I have another good classmates whom I can talk to abt my stuff and she everytime help me too !!! LOVE HER !!!

Others of my classmates are those that we study together during UT3 everyday till night time. I'm like OMGG hahaha. its very tiring but we are fighting together !!! as one :D We are even planning to go out together one day.

Oh yeah not to forget, my faci ! (our ways of calling lecturer/teacher) put in a lot of effort teaching us till late evening and etc. The best faci I ever had !!!! :D

Also, all of my friends, love them all :D even though I have only a few friends but I still love them and its best to keep a few true friends instead of having a whole bunch and friends and dont know if they are fake or real, right ? hahaha !

hahaha !!!! alright, now, my love of my life.
We are going through obstacles man... Its v sad that I cried but for him and my family. I'll stay strong, stay positive !!!!! And sometimes, I felt like because of him, I think a lot. As in like I become more mature, know how to think for others. I learnt that loving someone, is not to be holding on to him so dearly. Is learning how to love someone and give him space to breathe. Also, its not all about kissing, hugging, holding hand. Its about thinking for him, arrange the best for him. Putting in effort in everything I could. Because what I do is what he wanted me to be; cheerful and healthy always. I might not show out how much I love him/I might not say. But deep inside, I know I love him a lot. And there's one thing I know for sure. He love me more than I love him. Many of the things, he did for me, like baking cupcake for me, making chocolate, peanut butter. Writing notes and he can come all the way from east to west to look for me. And so much more !!!
One day, he told me that he is proud to have me as a gf.



Now, gonna talk abt my family...
Many things happen. 1st. its about my mom's health. There's smth inside her womb. I cried the whole day after finding out what happen. After awhile. I'm okay. because by crying, I cant do anything. I'm just going to let out my feeling and decide/ follow whats going to happen next.

Despite that, my mom planned my 21st bday chalet for me. I'm touched I am so happy. Because never in my life I celebrated my birthday with so many pple. With pple whom i adore. That's the best part of my life. I'm so happy really really happy. I'm never going to forget it. And also. I fall sick right after the day hahaha :D My dad and brother were alright. My brother become more and more mature and know how to think for the others. :D

I guess, thats all for now, I'll try to blog as much as possible during this one month holiday !!! :D

Btw, got this interior design company want me to send resume to them and state when I can start working. GRRRRRRRRRRRR