Orientation for my course

Hi, went to the orientation programme.
It was fun because I contributed so much team work. When I come to think of it, I am the only chinese girl inside the orientation :P

Anyway, we sit in grp of 7 and we played game and also listen to those faci talk.
Its like they are my role model, motivated me to work hard... hahaha.
The game was fun, I realise that I manage to remember all the names quite fast. LOLS.
I getting more and more bold because I keep on volunteer.
Also, I help my team mates when they in need.

A lot of games, we have team spirit and we win !!! :D Very happy about it
On the other hand, a girl keep pushing/ pulling me and I fall down. hahaha Now my backbone hurts.
Btw, I think I going overseas, school trip if my parents allow. :P

1st week of study break

Hi there, 1st week of study break is here !!!!
I spent my time going to school to revise with my grp of ITE friends :D
They were x 100000 better than my poly friends actually. hahaha

Of course there were negative stuff going on too...
Like actual meeting time is at 9am however !!! Some people still sleeping when its already 9am.
Luckily I do housechores first while waiting for them to wake up =.=
End up we meet later and have like so little time to study.

Tuesday and wednesday also the same.

However, I feel that wednesday is the day which I think I spend my time wisely because I manage to cover 3chapters of OB. hahaha I have better understanding :D I gonna buck up cause I still got a lot of stuff need to study. 5 modules, 5 chapters for each module, so 25 chapters to study ! No time at all !!! GRRR

Someone

Hi, I am living in my own world, I've been going home early because I feel that home is where I can only get love and warmth from. I can only depend on myself and only myself.

These few days, when I was talking to someone. Someone1 just doesn't talk like how the way someone used to be. It just make me feel like "okay... its my fault, kthxbai". I'm like making a fool out of myself.

It seems like everything its just taken from granted. Never ever cherish it. Always aiming to the people who are better than me, to make friends with them. If fail, come back to me. Same goes to other people surrounding me, like my classmate, only hang out with smart ass. Maths question, one small mistake or even other module, put me down. I am not perfect, I make mistakes too !

Another thing is, leaving me for someone else. Then, when people ask someone2 why is it that you guys are so close even though your just know each other for 1month. Someone2 say, cause we watch anime while YeJia dint watch anime, not much stuff to talk about. Thus, like her3 more than me. I was like...hahaha... I didn't say anything its because that time I wasn't suppose to go to school cause I was sick and I dint have the mood to talk back or give any comment.

Someone2 and someone3, got very close after I intro them to each other. They behave like as though they are BFF. Laugh, joke around and many more. While I am the one who will just walk behind them, like I have never exist... Even if I were to join them, its hard... because they only pay attention to each other...
They even treat each other food, which never happen to me before... And, whenever there is lecturer talk, I would help them to book the seats. They just sit there and did nothing, continue playing with reach other. My class ended late. I have to sit somewhere else instead... That day, I told them, you know I feel outcast. They went, hey don't say this type of things and then said, I am so sorry... After that, the same old thing happen again. Until I told someone2, you know, when you have no one, you come to me. Someone2, got angry with what I had said. Ain't I, the one suppose to get angry ? This is just ridiculous !!!

Later on, one night, someone4 asked me the number of someone2. I gave it to someone4 and I asked why, because I am curious. But no reply... I told myself that, its okay... you are not alone... be happy.
Yeah, everyday I study and do whatever I like. While they, everyday on their skype/msn chatting there happily.

Sometimes, they do show concern for me like, say take care and ask if I am okay when I am sick.
However, only ask me when I am alone. After said finish those line, they went back having fun with one another. Let me think that, they show concern for the sake of showing it, having fun is much more important.

I am just extra, a fool, a nobody to everyone. I've been keeping this to myself... I think its time to let it out.

Blur

I did lots of stuff today.
I went to gmarket.edu.sg
I give the wrong info to my friend
I pay the wrong stuff

Sigh... old already thats why. Was sick so couldnt go visit ah gong ! Next week perhaps
I did revision today and I read a lot today.

Donor
O+ O+ A+ AB+ B+
O- everyone
A+ A+ AB+
A- A- A+ AB- AB+
B+ B+ AB+
B- B- B+ AB- AB+
AB+ AB+
AB- AB- AB+

Recipient
O+ O+ O-
O- O-
A+ A+ A- O+ O-
A- A- O-
B+ B+ B- O+ O-
B- B- O-
AB+ everone
AB- AB- B- A- O-

There are so much need to study...
Anyway, I guess I need to get a boyfriend soon.

Hi, I feel like I am dying soon.
I spam water and a lot more of other stuff and yet doesnt seems to get any better.
I got a feeling that I dont have enough nutrient because I only have a proper meal only at dinner time !
Sigh ! Anyway, today's weather was great, am loving it. I nap for more than 6 hours which I think was amazing.
hahaha ! Mom was quite worried abt me because of my health condition.

Talking about mom, the other day which is tuesday, she actually told me that she is going overseas on the July and I burst into tears. I asked her, if she can dont go for that trip...  I AM WORRIED ABT MY MOM !!!!

Sigh !!! I wana sleep soon. All the best for everyone. Good night.

A maths

Hi, we have A maths today & everyone was stress about it, give up and etc...

For me, my team members keep asking me how to do and I have to teach everyone.

After that, other people from other team come and ask me to teach them, I was like O.o

Its like their own grp have people who are good in A maths, why is it that they have to come !

Yeah, I was exhausted when teaching them, because a lot of them ask me questions... then If I answer them wrongly, they put all the blame on me. Which happen like a few times already... 

And I taught my friend Amaths too. I ask the faci to check my answers and working, to my surprise, I only got 2 wrong because of careless mistake which is what I was happy abt because I long time never touch maths already.

I start to think, if I can actually do this well in Olvl, I could actually go into a poly ! BLABLABLA

Anyway, was sick again, fever ! Yet still doing A maths ! :P Like a boss. hahaha, crazy me ! 

Study Break for the next 2 weeks, gonna rest as much as I can. 

Engineering Design

YO, I have lots of fun today in engineering design because I get to "show off" my talent by painting the bin ! HEHEHE Actually I only paint the lid and 2 sides of the bin which I am contended with it already. hahaha
I also felt that I have somehow break down the boundary towards some people in my team. :D

Wanna see the bin ? :D

I paint de :D 

One of my team members paint de :D 

                                                                         
                                                                             Yours truly paint de :D

School day !

Hello ! Today, we have OB module and was told to do role playing. 

I was actually quite shy at the very first place but I dont know why I actually volunteer in the role playing !

Crazy me, after the end of the class, I rush over to the physics talk with chua ming and the rest of them.

Later at night, chua ming, dini and I were doing RJ in the library. We had pastamania !!!!! OMG my first time. And I dont know how to order, furthermore, the lady talk so fast ! I was like o.O ??? 

Anyway, I feel like I am destroying my image for that day. Because even tot I talk to chua ming on msn. Talking on msn and talk in real life is like 2 different things and yeah actually for me is the same cos I am like crazy as ever !!! LOLS I joke everytime, so do not take me seriously eh... hehehe 

At home

Hey there, so there's no school for me. Therefore I am staying at home.
Actually my ITE friends were calling me to go out but I did not join them cause my mom wants me to have a good rest at home cos I am still sick. Yup both my parents were sick and mom was down with high fever.
I dont know if its because I pass the germs to her or what.

I just done my maths and science revision. Which I think I did the revision pretty fast. LOLS.
hahaha. maybe cause I have been doing it like almost everyday ? Not very sure either.
Anyway, I gonna rant, I feel like my friend around me thinks that they are very pretty and look down on me.
Look down on my cos of my formal wear I guess. hahaha. whatever. They just like to hang out with pretty girls. Me ? nah, wait long long.

That precious moment-ITE Graduation Ceremony 2012

Today was a very sentimental day. Because I am officially graduated from ITE.
I have to say that I am proud to be an ITE student and I have fun and laughter throughout these 2 years of my ITE life.
Not to forget, the stressful road that make us go crazy and sometimes even argue with one another.
However, these make us even stronger and stay as close together as before.
This day, 16/5/2012 will always stay in my heart. :)

Btw, after the graduation ceremony, we went to Sakae Sushi for dinner ! My second time having Sakae Sushi. hahaha. & Alfred took a photo of me when I was walking. The picture was kinda dark, so I make it brighter. :/

& ABC was yup, good enough to nearly helping me when I am wearing my heels because I was struggling with my heels. He would stay there with me, walk with me and sit with me. Thankyou !!! :D
Have a great day with everyone :D & If your wondering, 16-18 is RP Graduation, so no need to go to school. :)

Enduring

Hi, is it alright for me to blog every weekend ? :)
Monday I did not attend lesson because I was down with high fever ! I sleep at home and etc.
& people from my class was "caring" the moment I online. A guy came and ask me where I am and ask me a lot of qns like what is my temperature and blablabla. It seems like they dont trust me.

The rest of the day still alright, just that I have a like a lot of feelings...
I feel that my classmate werent that helpful, they are like smart pple...
And I feel like my classmate is getting more and more dangerous... I dont know who to trust...
I mean like, when i need a pair of listening ear... like. because I want to talk to someone whom have a better understanding of the situation in class... I dont feel comfortable too cos I feel like they are stalking me or smth...

I wanna get out of this class asap.
&&

My grades for last week
OB-C
Science-C
Problem Solving-C
Maths-B+

Sigh !!!!

My grades for this week havent out yet ! T.T Exam coming in less than 4 weeks time T.T

Waiting

Hi, I am done preparing, waiting to go to the hospital to visit my relative.
I also dont know what happen exactly. I only know since ytd night that my relative fall down and hurt the ankle.
Cannot walk, only can use wheelchair. I am now quite worried because, the hospital like cannot anyhow go in or smth. I am having a very bad headache now. I think its because of the sore throat which causes it.

LOLS. And how do I get sore throat ? Very simple. Because everyday rushing ppt & crack the brain to do work. Therefore, there are not time to have a proper lunch. Only have time for a quick bite. Like bread or cookies. But I never eat anything cos the food there were expensive. Just a little small stuff can cost so much la. Which is not worth it. So After class, I would stay in library and study till 8pm plus and went dinner with HuiJu and Dini. Yes, late dinner. Guess what we have for dinner ? Fast food. I am sick and tired of having fast food.
But we have no choice, cause the causeway point have no foodcourt ! Only have fast food, further more huiju stay quite far. Its not fair for her to travel somewhere else right. So yeah... Eat fast food.

Partly, its my fault because I never take good care of myself by spamming lots of water ! And another thing is, whenever I reach home, it will be like 10pm plus ? I bathed and I went straight to bed without waiting for my hair to dry. I think this also very unhealthy. But I got no choice because, even if I am sitting on a chair, I also fall asleep. Just like the other day, I havent do my RJ and one of my classmate were complaining to me that his laptop spoil or smth. I was chatting with him till I fall asleep. I wake up at around 5.30am then to realise that I never off my laptop and I said sorry to him by leaving him an offline msg. Lucky enough that my RJ got to hand in the next day before 11.59am. LOLS.

So, can you feel how tired I am ? Plus those sickness like sore throat which for me, can lead to fever, before fever is headache. AHHHHHHH. Okay, I guess I got to go now. Everyone is ready. & I just had panadol LOLS

Happy Vesak Day

Hi there, I was suppose to do my RJ now. But I have no idea what to write & I kinda regretted going for the talk.

This is the RJ...

Come up with a business idea which you think will qualify for the ACE start-up funding. (100 words) *

hmmm, I should have went for the PPT talk instead, that teach us how to make a good powerpoint/presentation slides. 

If I go for the PPT talk, I can at least learn smth that I need to do every single day. & I can get 1 cce points without doing RJ.

Then, the ACE talk is about starting up a business. Only some people who want to start up their own business will be interested. & I can get 1 cce points only when I do the RJ (above). Furthermore, I am not interested in starting up my own business. I seriously dont know what am I thinking that time. =.= I just go and sign up.

(FYI: we need to have 40CCE points, in order to graduate from poly)

Anyway, monday's module OB, organisational behaviour. I got C just because I am a reserved person and I dont put in effort/talk to my team mates. I think its because of the RJ that I wrote to my faci. I wrote that, I am a person who doesnt talk much unless its my close friend/family members. And cause, I am working as a team, I find it hard to talk to communicate with my team mates as all of them are boys. Right now, I am trying to overcome this problem and try to talk to them... 

Whatever it is, she wanna drop my grade then drop is not that I never try. 

The rest of the module still okay, I guess. Just that I need time to bond with my classmate.

In ITE, i in 2nd year then got very close to my classmate one. So yeah !!! 1st year in ITE not really.

oh yeah, btw, the maths module, am loving it, wahahaha ! I finally clear my doubt on completing the square & the maximum/minimum curve. Its like I cant even do those qns when I am in secondary sch. 

I attended a talk on thursday. I mean my course programme chair wanted to talk to us.

And he changed my mind. Because I was thinking of changing course after my year 1 in poly.

But he said that, Singapore need many engineers. Perhaps, that is why they open lots of space in engineering course in every poly. He even said that, engineering can earn big bucks.

And yeah, he even said that, if we work hard in this 3 years in that course. We can go to university.

We can choose whatever course we want except for law & medicine. See how great it is ?

If I were to appeal to game design, I think I can only go to university given a limited course to choose from.

LOLS. I got so many things to talk abt ... the other one is comics IG ( CCA).

When to the IG yesterday and we were taught to draw a straight line using ruler.

Vertical and horizontal line. then draw circle and draw stick man. Starting from the basic.

Then what I dislike abt is that the seniors treat me like transparent. They see my work already, they never comment. Only nodding their head and went to assist other people. 

I got very tired and also kinda frustrated... hmmm... to be exact should be irritated. Because we were told to go other place to play ice breaking games. Which I dont like it la. Then I tell huiju and dini :" I am here to learn drawing, not to know anyone. Plus I havent finish my RJ yet." Then they, say:" yes, we are here to learn drawing." Then I think the senior heard our conversation, then he offered to help with my RJ. 

So, I still do it by myself la ! I mean I dont want pple to help me to do my stuff cos I wanna learn it and do my own. I need to do my stuff and go to the hospital later. BYEBYE :D

 

Updates.

Hi there ! A quick update of last week. LOLS Time flies, its the first of may ! :D

Anyways, last week was like a disaster. Lots of unhappy stuff going on.
Monday, - pple not helping me etc & talk abt soccer, BOYS !
Tuesday, - I was very quiet in the grp.
Wednesday, - Struggling with science topic on genes, like I said got scolding & still survive.
Thursday, - Also a disaster because leo system is down, was not able to submit my RJ. Therefore, I email my RJ to the faci & she graded me D and said I did not submit my RJ. WTF. I am gonna confront with her on thursday.
Friday, - Was alright. :D

SO the best day of the week is on friday. wtf.
Here is my grade for last week.
The reason I gonna post it so that I can motivate myself to do better.
Not to show off pls. I got a D, so whats the thing to show off ? RIGHT RIGHT?!

Organisational Behavious - B
Engineering Design - B
Science - C
Problem Solving - D
Maths - B+

LOLS hi ! Sorry, I have this habit of blogging half way then do other stuff because I need to be inspire.
So yeah, I went to check my email & the faci email me and changed my grade from D to B ! WOOHOO
its a very far jump LOLS. Getting a B I'm very contended.


Organisational Behavious - B
Engineering Design - B
Science - C
Problem Solving - B
Maths - B+ 


Since my science like forever getting C, so I play cheat... :X I actually got 6P frm my ex ITE sch mate.
Cos he actually went to RP during first half of the first year in ITE. Yup. today I spend the whole day looking at the slides.

- I want to be useful in my team
-Help them
-I dont want to get scolding again wtf
-I want to understand abit first before I go to class
-I dont want to be blur sotong in class

Yeah. but I stuck a certain slides cos I dont know how to do it or what lols. I need help !! T.T
When you free, come and help me okay ? :D:D:D

Anyway, happy labour day :D I gonna schedule a post which is abt ytd, its damn funny ! LOLS so stay tune.
Meanwhile, I am tired, like always. LOLS.