Feelings and conflict.

Okay, so its like today is just like a mixed feeling...

Earlier part of the day... knowing that ABC didnt come to school.

I felt so sad and tired. Its like something is missing in my life that kind of feeling.

Later on, my friends told me that he also sick frequently...

After hearing this I more sad... I dont know if I actually crush on him or fall for him...

Later part of the day...FYP.

I got v pissed off with eddie cos he didnt come to sch, saying that he accompany his grandpa to the hospital or something. Or say that he wake up late and late for sch/never come. (FYI, he is the grp leader of the FYP project)

And when i start to say something, Jasmine will always say stuff to protect him !!!

Keep saying that he is tired cos of working part time everyday. Also, the part time job is to support himself. And, keep saying that he also v busy doing small business by selling cards and etc.

But the thing is, Jasmine complain to me that he dont sleep at night... or play card game till v late...

I feel like telling her, if you want to work as part time, you must manage your time well and sleep early everyday after getting home from work ! Must have discipline. If you are supporting urself by working then save money, dont keep on spend on card game. No money, then dont play. And how busy could that be by selling cards ? It not like you open store and sell ! NO point working and school suffers and FYP is v important, dont drag us all down !!!! And today, I will just let the hospital thingy go... Hope he will wake up !!! -.-

Next, Kok Kiat, suddenly happy suddenly sad, I told him many times that if he got any ideas or different thinking, must share. But he just sit there keep quiet and nobody knows what he want. And if we did our own way, he will go like v stress and crazy... hais....

I just hope that tmr will be better...

Bye.